I KNOW NO ONE IS GOING TO READ THIS. =))




"Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger; anger leads to hate; hate leads to suffering." -Yoda

Going home today, my mom and I were talking about my university options. Then she dropped this huge bombshell at me. She gave me another option. An option that I've always been against, but now that I was given the choice, I don't know. It's like everything I believed in was lost. I'm not sure if you and I are on the same page here, but whatever. I hate the idea. At least, I think I do. It's hard to give up on your dream. But is your dream worth losing your dignity? I feel so. UGH. It's like Darth Sidious trying to lure Luke into the dark side in Return of the Jedi. Like Anakin dying, with Darth Vader taking over. Anakin had a dream. A good one. But Darth Vader's way of achieving it was.. you know.

(Oh BTW, I do not know what the hell is going on with me. All I think about is Star Wars. I relate everything to Star Wars. I've been watching it everyday since the week started. It's like, when I go all tulala, it's all I think about. It's like, like, like, the default topic of my brain. If Lourdes has her Sims, I have my Star Wars. I am such a geek. And what's worse is I have no one to talk to about it. I have no kadamay. Only my brothers can understand me on this one. Eeck, I know. It hurts just to say it.)

ANYWAY. BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING.

Should I go over to the dark side? :(